I've been thinking really hard about how to address this topic without being misunderstood and here goes...
It seems to me that people believe in a sort of soul of the self (I don't, just making that clear). I'm not talking about theists either, atheists too, perhaps it's mostly apathy on the topic that makes it so or possibly because it's impossible to truly determine consciousnesses of anyone other than yourself.
Now I'm going to have to define what I mean with a few words here, but my goal initially is to demonstrate to you how your current understanding of your own consciousness maybe soul-like.
Definitions
Consciousness
When I use this word I only mean to elucidate the phenomenon of which you are aware of within yourselves (not others). You see from your own eyes and think with your own brain, regardless of whether you have control over your actions; even if free will is an illusion it's your brain that you're perceiving this from, not someone else's.
"Soul" (With quote marks)
In no way do I mean this in the conventional sense. We all know souls don't exist (or to be accurate; that there's no reason to believe they do), but I will use the word "soul" to refer to consciousness throughout this essay. The reason for this is because I want to refer to the typical understanding of consciousness in a contemptible way and this fits the glove to me.
Soul (Without quote marks)
The fairy dust substance that basically does the same as the above, but magically instead of naturalistically.
Inspiration
I noticed that a lot of people tend to make assumptions about what happens at death which is based on their understanding of their own "soul". I've commonly heard the arguments "When you die it'd probably be similar to what it was like before you were born." or "It'd be an eternity of nothingness" (or just nothing of nothingness) etc. Whilst I agree with the former, I'm not so sure about the latter, that isn't to say I disagree, I just don't know and yet I know there is no afterlife. (So don't get suspicious of me... yet)
When we talk of these subjects we tend to refer to a "soul" that extinguishes upon death (kind of like how it extinguishes when you sleep). Considering this, we can't help but think of our own "soul"s outside of our life (death).
To me, there's a problem with this soul-ish idea and some of the implications sort of scare me and I don't mean the dying part (it's comforting to know you're going to die when you die). Let me go through some assumptions and considerations I've made on the topic, you can choose to disagree with me on any of these.
Assumptions & Considerations
a) I assume that everyone experiences consciousness. (At least you should do, if you're reading this)
b) I assume your "soul" will always be your "soul". That is to say you will still be conscious of your body even if in 40 years (probably less) all the atoms that your brain is currently made of will have been replaced by other atoms.
c) If someone assembled your exact likeliness, thoughts and memories, this new body would not contain your "soul". I assume a new "soul" (a new consciousness) would have somehow been "created" (developed is probably the right word, but work with me).
if b) is true then your "soul" is not a result of the matter that you're made of. But could still be the result of the configuration of memories and cognition in your brain.
Now consider the following; If b) and c) are true this is almost a paradox... because if your "soul" (your consciousness) is not a result of the matter you're made of, and is a result of the configuration of the matter you are (memories, cognition etc), then the same configuration (same memories) would yield the same "soul", but you would not be conscious of this second body.
This would suggest that your consciousness is neither a result of the matter you're made of nor the configuration of matter you are. This might suggest to some that your "soul" is independent of both matter and physics and is an actual soul in the religious sense, but actually it doesn't. This is what leads me to assumptions d) and e).
d) Your own consciousness is not a result of your configuration of matter (memories, cognition etc) nor the matter itself.
e) Consciousness in general IS a result of configurations of matter.
Before I explain those further however, I urge you to consider what it would be like if b and c were not true.
Firstly, if your "soul" did not always remain your "soul"; if you would not always remain conscious of yourself, then there would be some mechanism in which new "souls" were created. Interestingly enough, you would never be aware of this process. Take this for instance:
There would be no reason to believe that death was only thing that could end your consciousness, there may be other things.
The matter in your body is slowly replaced over time, perhaps there was some mechanism where your consciousness slowly fades away in this time, replacing it with a new one? This new consciousness would believe it was you.
Perhaps every time you slept, your consciousness shut off, killing your "soul" and a new one was born when you woke up, which was basically like another person, but with your memories and thoughts and personality. You would never be aware of this.
But also consider this: If you were cut in half and the other half of you was duplicated and then the new duplicated half was attached to you. Would that be half of a new "soul"? Or still you?
What if your other half was also given a duplicate of your half, would both of them be your consciousness (Your "soul")?
If neither of them were your "soul", they would still believe they were.
If one of them was your "soul", you would know which one was you, but the other would believe it was you too.
If both of them was your "soul", you would have no idea that the both of them were you. (I'll tell you why later)
Also consider this: In your place right now, could be a million different people (actually more). What makes you you? Without concern for your personality or memories, you, right now, are aware of yourself. Even as free will as an illusion, you are reading from your own eyes this text and not another's. Why? Was it the sperm and the ovum? If it were a different sperm or ovum, would you not exist? People from different sperm and ovum (and the same parents) are your siblings and not you... Why does it matter which sperm or ovum was involved in making you?
My answer is : It may not matter.
It shouldn't matter... the only answer that makes sense here is if it doesn't matter. Regardless of which sperm or ovum were the constructs of your conception. You would still be... You will always be.
Why is this?
Firstly, we've already ascertained that your consciousness is not a result of certain matter. Your matter constantly changes, yet if we assume that you remain cognizant of yourself during such changes (you remain you) then any material constructs become irrelevant.
Furthermore the simple concept of an identical twin dismantles the idea that the sperm and ovum yield your "soul" (or consciousness) as you could only be one of the twins, not both... or could you?
Consider this, if you ever were both twins, you would only ever be independently aware that you were one, because the memories and perceptive senses of each twin would be based solely on their own brains not each others. You would never know that you were both... So, yes you could hypothetically be both twins.
About now you're probably wondering why you read this long body of text to hear some odd theory about twins being the same consciousness while being independently unaware of such, if you're annoyed by that, then I'll comfort you with the fact that that isn't the point of this post, my main point is actually something far far more bizarre.
Earlier, I posited that if you were two (sliced in half, duplicated and put back together with the corresponding duplicates) different people you would not be aware of it. This is because as I said before, your brains would be separate, you'd experience different things and only be individually aware of your own experiences. In this scenario, there would be NO way of knowing you were also the other person, there would be no hidden link, no magical connection, this would be the real world where things would need physical properties to communicate things. This brings me to my conclusion.
Conclusion
If we accept:
That no matter which sperm or ovum was involved you would still be.
That your consciousness is not a result of matter or certain configurations of matter.
But that consciousness in general is a direct result of configurations of matter.
And also that if you were more than one person, you could only be independently aware of one.
Then what would follow was the possibility that consciousness in and in itself was NOT something individualized like souls in different people, but more like a phenomenon that was the result of various configurations of matter and that your very own consciousness was not singled out to just your own body but you were every conscious being in existence whilst only being independently aware of each one at a time.
If not... then the soul-like idea of consciousness prevails and there is some mechanism that makes you you and not someone else. Is it the sperm or the ovum? Or the configurations of matter? Is it your DNA?
What makes you you?
You may not be just you... Which I think has grand implications on what happens when you die and possibly the meaning of life it self.
It seems to me that people believe in a sort of soul of the self (I don't, just making that clear). I'm not talking about theists either, atheists too, perhaps it's mostly apathy on the topic that makes it so or possibly because it's impossible to truly determine consciousnesses of anyone other than yourself.
Now I'm going to have to define what I mean with a few words here, but my goal initially is to demonstrate to you how your current understanding of your own consciousness maybe soul-like.
Definitions
Consciousness
When I use this word I only mean to elucidate the phenomenon of which you are aware of within yourselves (not others). You see from your own eyes and think with your own brain, regardless of whether you have control over your actions; even if free will is an illusion it's your brain that you're perceiving this from, not someone else's.
"Soul" (With quote marks)
In no way do I mean this in the conventional sense. We all know souls don't exist (or to be accurate; that there's no reason to believe they do), but I will use the word "soul" to refer to consciousness throughout this essay. The reason for this is because I want to refer to the typical understanding of consciousness in a contemptible way and this fits the glove to me.
Soul (Without quote marks)
The fairy dust substance that basically does the same as the above, but magically instead of naturalistically.
Inspiration
I noticed that a lot of people tend to make assumptions about what happens at death which is based on their understanding of their own "soul". I've commonly heard the arguments "When you die it'd probably be similar to what it was like before you were born." or "It'd be an eternity of nothingness" (or just nothing of nothingness) etc. Whilst I agree with the former, I'm not so sure about the latter, that isn't to say I disagree, I just don't know and yet I know there is no afterlife. (So don't get suspicious of me... yet)
When we talk of these subjects we tend to refer to a "soul" that extinguishes upon death (kind of like how it extinguishes when you sleep). Considering this, we can't help but think of our own "soul"s outside of our life (death).
To me, there's a problem with this soul-ish idea and some of the implications sort of scare me and I don't mean the dying part (it's comforting to know you're going to die when you die). Let me go through some assumptions and considerations I've made on the topic, you can choose to disagree with me on any of these.
Assumptions & Considerations
a) I assume that everyone experiences consciousness. (At least you should do, if you're reading this)
b) I assume your "soul" will always be your "soul". That is to say you will still be conscious of your body even if in 40 years (probably less) all the atoms that your brain is currently made of will have been replaced by other atoms.
c) If someone assembled your exact likeliness, thoughts and memories, this new body would not contain your "soul". I assume a new "soul" (a new consciousness) would have somehow been "created" (developed is probably the right word, but work with me).
if b) is true then your "soul" is not a result of the matter that you're made of. But could still be the result of the configuration of memories and cognition in your brain.
Now consider the following; If b) and c) are true this is almost a paradox... because if your "soul" (your consciousness) is not a result of the matter you're made of, and is a result of the configuration of the matter you are (memories, cognition etc), then the same configuration (same memories) would yield the same "soul", but you would not be conscious of this second body.
This would suggest that your consciousness is neither a result of the matter you're made of nor the configuration of matter you are. This might suggest to some that your "soul" is independent of both matter and physics and is an actual soul in the religious sense, but actually it doesn't. This is what leads me to assumptions d) and e).
d) Your own consciousness is not a result of your configuration of matter (memories, cognition etc) nor the matter itself.
e) Consciousness in general IS a result of configurations of matter.
Before I explain those further however, I urge you to consider what it would be like if b and c were not true.
Firstly, if your "soul" did not always remain your "soul"; if you would not always remain conscious of yourself, then there would be some mechanism in which new "souls" were created. Interestingly enough, you would never be aware of this process. Take this for instance:
There would be no reason to believe that death was only thing that could end your consciousness, there may be other things.
The matter in your body is slowly replaced over time, perhaps there was some mechanism where your consciousness slowly fades away in this time, replacing it with a new one? This new consciousness would believe it was you.
Perhaps every time you slept, your consciousness shut off, killing your "soul" and a new one was born when you woke up, which was basically like another person, but with your memories and thoughts and personality. You would never be aware of this.
But also consider this: If you were cut in half and the other half of you was duplicated and then the new duplicated half was attached to you. Would that be half of a new "soul"? Or still you?
What if your other half was also given a duplicate of your half, would both of them be your consciousness (Your "soul")?
If neither of them were your "soul", they would still believe they were.
If one of them was your "soul", you would know which one was you, but the other would believe it was you too.
If both of them was your "soul", you would have no idea that the both of them were you. (I'll tell you why later)
Also consider this: In your place right now, could be a million different people (actually more). What makes you you? Without concern for your personality or memories, you, right now, are aware of yourself. Even as free will as an illusion, you are reading from your own eyes this text and not another's. Why? Was it the sperm and the ovum? If it were a different sperm or ovum, would you not exist? People from different sperm and ovum (and the same parents) are your siblings and not you... Why does it matter which sperm or ovum was involved in making you?
My answer is : It may not matter.
It shouldn't matter... the only answer that makes sense here is if it doesn't matter. Regardless of which sperm or ovum were the constructs of your conception. You would still be... You will always be.
Why is this?
Firstly, we've already ascertained that your consciousness is not a result of certain matter. Your matter constantly changes, yet if we assume that you remain cognizant of yourself during such changes (you remain you) then any material constructs become irrelevant.
Furthermore the simple concept of an identical twin dismantles the idea that the sperm and ovum yield your "soul" (or consciousness) as you could only be one of the twins, not both... or could you?
Consider this, if you ever were both twins, you would only ever be independently aware that you were one, because the memories and perceptive senses of each twin would be based solely on their own brains not each others. You would never know that you were both... So, yes you could hypothetically be both twins.
About now you're probably wondering why you read this long body of text to hear some odd theory about twins being the same consciousness while being independently unaware of such, if you're annoyed by that, then I'll comfort you with the fact that that isn't the point of this post, my main point is actually something far far more bizarre.
Earlier, I posited that if you were two (sliced in half, duplicated and put back together with the corresponding duplicates) different people you would not be aware of it. This is because as I said before, your brains would be separate, you'd experience different things and only be individually aware of your own experiences. In this scenario, there would be NO way of knowing you were also the other person, there would be no hidden link, no magical connection, this would be the real world where things would need physical properties to communicate things. This brings me to my conclusion.
Conclusion
If we accept:
That no matter which sperm or ovum was involved you would still be.
That your consciousness is not a result of matter or certain configurations of matter.
But that consciousness in general is a direct result of configurations of matter.
And also that if you were more than one person, you could only be independently aware of one.
Then what would follow was the possibility that consciousness in and in itself was NOT something individualized like souls in different people, but more like a phenomenon that was the result of various configurations of matter and that your very own consciousness was not singled out to just your own body but you were every conscious being in existence whilst only being independently aware of each one at a time.
If not... then the soul-like idea of consciousness prevails and there is some mechanism that makes you you and not someone else. Is it the sperm or the ovum? Or the configurations of matter? Is it your DNA?
What makes you you?
You may not be just you... Which I think has grand implications on what happens when you die and possibly the meaning of life it self.