My father bowed to an altar in church.
My father, confirmed atheist, never dragged me or my sister to church once in our entire lives that I can remember, bowed to an altar. I mean, I get it, he's friends with the minister, he goes curling with them and he sings in the church choir and that's all well and good. Curling (so I've had it asserted to me) is fun, singing is fun... But where does nodding in humble submission to the altar with the cross come into it. This wasn't during a service either, I could justify that as something you do because you're in the choir. I've been a paid singer in those things before, you do the motions and you say the words the same way an actor does on screen when they're playing a serial killer doing his "why I'm an evil bastard" monologue. You're just reciting poetry. Not GOOD poetry of course, but poetry all the same. (Incidentally, I was always an atheist but it took singing in a church choir for six months to develop a truly healthy loathing of religion.)
So I guess what I wonder is how many people are like my father, privately knowing that the whole thing is really a crock of shit but going along with it for the community and social aspect and just basically playing a (slightly) more grown up version of make believe? Because I know as a kid, I never once believed all the things I pretended, but I pretended anyways because it was fun to pretend things. I still find it fun, that's why I play video games and occasionally make stupid internet videos where I pretend to be a talking plush goat, the difference is my version of playing pretend doesn't end up in massive geo-political cluster fucks that cause untold thousands to be killed in brutal wars and Theocratic dictatorships.
My father, confirmed atheist, never dragged me or my sister to church once in our entire lives that I can remember, bowed to an altar. I mean, I get it, he's friends with the minister, he goes curling with them and he sings in the church choir and that's all well and good. Curling (so I've had it asserted to me) is fun, singing is fun... But where does nodding in humble submission to the altar with the cross come into it. This wasn't during a service either, I could justify that as something you do because you're in the choir. I've been a paid singer in those things before, you do the motions and you say the words the same way an actor does on screen when they're playing a serial killer doing his "why I'm an evil bastard" monologue. You're just reciting poetry. Not GOOD poetry of course, but poetry all the same. (Incidentally, I was always an atheist but it took singing in a church choir for six months to develop a truly healthy loathing of religion.)
So I guess what I wonder is how many people are like my father, privately knowing that the whole thing is really a crock of shit but going along with it for the community and social aspect and just basically playing a (slightly) more grown up version of make believe? Because I know as a kid, I never once believed all the things I pretended, but I pretended anyways because it was fun to pretend things. I still find it fun, that's why I play video games and occasionally make stupid internet videos where I pretend to be a talking plush goat, the difference is my version of playing pretend doesn't end up in massive geo-political cluster fucks that cause untold thousands to be killed in brutal wars and Theocratic dictatorships.