MemNexus81
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Hey there!
I have browsed through a few online-forums (..-is that correct in englich!?) in the last days read through peoples introductions, the topics on the pages and thought it maybe worth spending my time and make contributions were something comes to my mind!
One reason that I am willing spend time on the internet is that I kind of fell like having a lack in close reallife friendships, there are a people I see from time to time, but even if have a few words with them here and there those contacts, are often followed by a felling of not belonging there!
--> So maybe there be a chance of making a few enjoyable contact on the web... .. --> I know: real-life-connections are always on the top, ..but wiht my current ones I feel ..dried out.., ..resigned.., ..unaware of myself...
--> Don't get me wrong:
The people I am talking about are all nice in there own way... -it's just not my line.. and even though this social contact has it's benefits to offer, it kind of goes up to a even painfull degree (-literally and physically!) of denying myself!
...
My mood in the last few years most of the time has been one of constantly beeing annoyed at all kind of things, I may have to blame myself a bit for that sinces I've .. ...shown to much interest in the dark aspects of life and have mastered it to the point of beeing a .."pessimism-genius".
-I think my interest in the dark sides of life maybe something very basic to my charakter - I just need to remember the good stuff about life and lern how to handle the other one in a healthy manner.
but to make connection to my interests:
I think it was my constant annoyence, that has brought me to be taking a liking in ZOMGitsCriss-Youtube-Cannel!
-->?:
How many of you know the feeling of watching her videos and then suddenly finding yourself thinking about marriage?! :twisted:
(-->..is flattering against the LoR-Rules :?: )
..I also liked TheAnMish .. -regarding to autism I can recommend Tempil Grandins biographical movie: Du gehst nicht allein! (German title) ..I don't know the english tilte.
books... :
all three parts of Dan Well John Wayne Cleaver - trilogie (I am not a serial killer, Mr Monster, I don't want to kill you)
series:
Criminal Minds
animes:
Deathnote
Medaka Box
--- --- ---
-->should be enough for starters.
I have browsed through a few online-forums (..-is that correct in englich!?) in the last days read through peoples introductions, the topics on the pages and thought it maybe worth spending my time and make contributions were something comes to my mind!
One reason that I am willing spend time on the internet is that I kind of fell like having a lack in close reallife friendships, there are a people I see from time to time, but even if have a few words with them here and there those contacts, are often followed by a felling of not belonging there!
--> So maybe there be a chance of making a few enjoyable contact on the web... .. --> I know: real-life-connections are always on the top, ..but wiht my current ones I feel ..dried out.., ..resigned.., ..unaware of myself...
--> Don't get me wrong:
The people I am talking about are all nice in there own way... -it's just not my line.. and even though this social contact has it's benefits to offer, it kind of goes up to a even painfull degree (-literally and physically!) of denying myself!
...
My mood in the last few years most of the time has been one of constantly beeing annoyed at all kind of things, I may have to blame myself a bit for that sinces I've .. ...shown to much interest in the dark aspects of life and have mastered it to the point of beeing a .."pessimism-genius".
-I think my interest in the dark sides of life maybe something very basic to my charakter - I just need to remember the good stuff about life and lern how to handle the other one in a healthy manner.
but to make connection to my interests:
I think it was my constant annoyence, that has brought me to be taking a liking in ZOMGitsCriss-Youtube-Cannel!
-->?:
How many of you know the feeling of watching her videos and then suddenly finding yourself thinking about marriage?! :twisted:
(-->..is flattering against the LoR-Rules :?: )
..I also liked TheAnMish .. -regarding to autism I can recommend Tempil Grandins biographical movie: Du gehst nicht allein! (German title) ..I don't know the english tilte.
books... :
all three parts of Dan Well John Wayne Cleaver - trilogie (I am not a serial killer, Mr Monster, I don't want to kill you)
series:
Criminal Minds
animes:
Deathnote
Medaka Box
--- --- ---
-->should be enough for starters.